The one with Magic

Magic: The one without illusion

"Magic", the word always gives me a sense of illusion, but not anymore. Because what we have is magic and what you do with your smiles is magical.

Let me take you back to February 14, 2016, Valentines? yes, A-blahnari is romantic that way. 

The day started with me, running around cleaning the house because madam A-blah was to grace my house with her vibrant presence. i could feel my heart race as I was trying to be patient with the wait, effort in vain.

But there you were, with me, in our little space, looking deep into my eyes, as if you were looking for something. Your stare was piercing, it was intimidating, yet it was the look i was longing for. 

with you in my arms, i felt the most secure, i felt like the king of the world at the top of the world. With you in my embrace i could feel magic.

After 45 years, when i look back now, I feel overwhelmed. the sentiments start to race with no end. 

This is Magic! Magic is what you do! Magic is you!

A-Blah, you maybe blah buy you won my heart when you survived my amazing singing and more than amazing dancing (Was that sarcasm?). Having you in my arms, while i was high, mostly i was high on you and 2% on the alcohol, but having you in my arms singing to you and making you dance, getting embarrassed but still continuing, it is that moment that i realized, with you i was what i am, with you i was always 100% Arahant! idiotic but yours.

I remember telling you on a fine evening that I would want to be asked out. you took me by surprise when you asked me out, i wasn't expecting that, and you did that by going on your knees, it wasn't your move when made me go weak, it was the warmth in your eyes. your eyes didn't flutter, it was one of those rare moments where you don't shy while looking deep into my eyes. that image in carved in my heart forever. 

A-Blah I can't even put in words how much that one move meant for me.

with love,

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