The one with the families

The One with the Families 

Sometimes, just wishing for something to happen a certain way is not enough, and who knows this better than us? after the fiasco which Jaipur was, I was broken and shattered. It was nothing like our plan, not even remotely near. It was nothing but embarrassing and i can't thank you enough for letting it pass. I know its not excusable and its only for me that you're going easy on it. 

Since April, our path has been full of stones and breakers but we have stood steady and ready for whatever life has to throw at us. That is my favourite thing about "US" we aren't afraid of stones, we aren't afraid of falling, we are only afraid of losing each other, that fear is so strong that we will not let either one of us face it. because without you life will not be life. 

6 months strong and counting...by now we have discovered unspoken things about each other, we have built a trust which is stronger than Fevicol ka Jood. we have fought and we have made up, we have fallen and we have helped each other get up and stand stronger. 

I have become close to your family and finally you're not scared of my father (which is an accomplishment, your application for a Nobel Prize for this feat is underway!). skipping the disasters of Jaipur trip, i'm glad you've met dad and he is comfy towards you, something he has not been even with me. Mom has been all praises about the way you are and how mannered you are, its not her fault, she doesnt know the devil you are yet! what i have with your family is what makes me the happiest. they dont like me because they dont have an option. they like me for what i'm and what i am for you, they dont want an option anymore. I cant thank Mom, Dad and Amma enough for braving the tornado for us, for stil having teh same love for me as they had earlier, i know it isnt easy, but now we know its not going to be this rocky. 

i love seeing aneesh's name flash on yuur phone, i am the brother he didnt have to choose, youre the confidant he has chosen, this makes your relationshp with him special. I strongly believe, you and esha will have a similar thing going, but maintain distance with rishi, he is irritating. I like how Sanju calls me Sonu Bhaiya, how he asks me things, how he shows me things and interacts, i loved how he took your side and defended us. 

6 months and we have achieved what people take generations to achieve. 

I have a best friend in you and you have your biggest fan in me. 

Jabtak colgate mai namak hai tab tak hum aapke fan hain 

Also now that you're not unemployed, im sad as i cant mock you anymore, but i'm proud of you, i love how passionate you're about work. and i am honoured to be a part of your world. 

My pika, i promise to be yours forever, and i want you to promise me, you'll be the same way with me. taunt me, throw tantrums, get mad because that makes me enjoy the process of making you smile, the harder it gets, the softed you get. 

I love you 

Yours,

A

The One with Maybe

Maybe one day we'll hold hands and walk into the sunset once we've made our lives from the stars and the sea and the mountains. We'll probably kiss and it'll be a long kiss: we'll live out a lifetime in that kiss- we'll live, breathe, and die in that kiss. Our morbid belief in love will get us through nights and we'll sit there and watch life happen.

Maybe one day, you and I will reach the end of the world and it would be like feeling love. Feeling love, if love was a sin. We'll sit through the nights, smoking the darkness and we'll dream a million dreams, so many so that the ocean will swirl with our dreaming. With the smell of the sun in our hair and bubbling laughter in our minds, our smiles will be magic.

We'll laugh at how goofy we are and how we get onto each other with arguments. And somehow, through every thing, we'll find new ways to love each other.

You and I, we'll tell stories some day. Stories of drunken nights which have almost always ended in me getting angry. Stories of hope and love and togetherness.

 And then, it would rain. And we’ll together see the blue sky turn into a magical shade of grey.

May be then, will I know if there ever exists happiness, it is when we’re together.